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                                  "You're a genius!"

                    "Yes, I shall go down in history as the man who opened a door."


                                            -Ever After

Sign

                            Rain is pouring down from the sky, just as your tears stream endlessly

                                      down your cheek.

        The dark ash colored clouds trudge across the sky; consuming all light and joy.

                                      Feeling like the sorrow within your heart.

                             You suddenly turn your head and glance outside

                                         looking for some kind of sign.


                                  And there, there gleaming and shimmering across the cloud darkened sky

                                         is your sign. A brightly colored rainbow

                                         

The Night

        Black, Frightening, and cold.

 It creeps slowly. 


        Suddenly as if someone flipped off the lights,

 you are plunged into nothingness.


                       Fear starts to set in, slowly turning your heart to ice.

Every little creek sets you on edge.

         Just as you are about to give in to the icey hopelessness,

                          light appears
just in time to guide you out and give you hope. Hope to escape the despair of the night.  

Ruins

      We are like the Ruins of a once great city 

                that started out great, but after year of wars starts to break apart. 

                                  

                                   How trials in our life push and push us, until we start to br e a k  ap a  r  t.

 The older we get the more our trails beat us down, 

just as each canon ball pounds hole after hole in the great stone wall.

Just when our city is about to fall though,

we remember.

We remember all the fun things in life, and what helped us through before; 

staying strong, believing in ourselves, having others believe in us, and giving it our all.

If we don't do the things that keep our city wall strong, 

all of our trials and sad things in life will tear us down

Stone by stone and piece by piece,

and the world will pass us by without a second glance...

So don't shut out every possibility thinking all is lost. Because there is always the sun, 

                   that one last ray of hope. 

The day my world shattered

                 They're Gone.

 Words that shatter everything that we thought we knew about life.

                                I still remember the day when i hear those words spoken to me.


                        It was a nice breezy September day.
September 17th.

  

That was the day, the moment I heard my Mom say words that I hope to never hear again.  

She told me that my Grandpa, 

my best friend 

was gone; 

that he didn't make it.

 After hearing this I felt two of the most conflicting feelings i have ever felt. 

      

I felt heart crushing sorrow burst inside of me. 

    Followed almost immediately by the most overwhelming sense of peace and love, 

                                   in that moment I knew that he was there with me, and he'd never leave me

            I knew that even though he wasn't here where I could see him anymore, he would always be with me

                                    In the 6 1/2 years since he's been gone I've come to realization that loved ones we've lost, 

aren't really lost at all. 

They are here all around us to guide us and comfort us.  

                 

                                                                             They are never as far as they seem 

Who am I to judge another, when I walk Imperfectly?"

"Who am I to judge another, 

when I walk imperfectly?"

#stolen Simply Rosie

This is how I feel when I read.

"Every living thing I come across when I read becomes a part of me! It's like the main people in my books become family to me; I can't lose them!"

Afraid

I'm Afraid & Fear. 

  Words that seem so simple, but hold so much power over us.

              I'm afraid that I'll never write well enough to make the top 5. That this sounds stupid and you don't

understand.            I'm scared that my brother will will forget me, scared that I hurt you.


Afraid you're dissapointed.


 I'm afraid of crying and not knowing why. Of  forgetting the ones I've lost. I'm scared that you've really left

me forever.

I'm scared.

Scared that I can't help you.

                I am afraid of fear itself. 

                        Because in reality that is the only thing that we all really fear

Angels

  

"I believe there are angels among us. 

Sent down to us from somewhere up above. 

They come to you and me, in our darkest hours,

 to show us how to live, to teach us how to give. 

To guide us with the light  of love."

Angels Among us - Alabama

Bricks

   People. 

 People are great, they can be your best friend and your worst enemy.

They are very contradictory and confusing as crap. But they are the source of our non concrete things like love.

Love may not be an animate or touchable, but the way it is expressed is. You can see love everyday shining through the eyes of your family and friends. 

People are great, we help each other to live up to our fullest potential.


  People are also terrible. We kill each other in wars. We kill each other!

We kill each other because we can't learn to forgive the mistakes that we make. 

We screw up (big time). We break each other 's hearts. 

We do things that ruin us in the long run, just for the mere moment of "pleasure" that comes from it.

  People are like bricks. Seemingly useless, until you expound your mind.